what a calamity~

Dad yells "You're weak, you're very emotional and you have no confidence!", and mum says "All the things that u do are never right"...

dumbfounded with 2 eyes wide wide open...2 sentences that constantly rings at the back of my head either to build me or to break me...feels as if i'm a person that can never do something right despite the simpliest things no matter how much i try to change...

To be disappointed in myself or to be disappointed that i've not been given a chance to prove myself?

The feeling of being a calamity to others is eating me alive...