what was i thinking?

I thought i had overcome all there was to overcome,

but there's still more left to overcome...

ch..ch..ch.ch.ch.changesss

Well, ever since i've stepped onto mother Russia's ground...everything seems to be in a changing motion...true, that with changes, only one can grow...( well depends if its a good change or a bad one in my own opinion lah~) and in this case...i guess God has placed me in this position for a certain reason and for a certain purpose...

Coming back to Volgograd, knowing that the boy wasn't gonna be here was tough at first (and bu, I still do miss yoouuu... )but knowing that there are some awesome friends who are still around, yes YOU (if u think you are la~ hekz) life isn't as bad and i still have that smile on my face most of the time...=)

From group thirty-7 to group forty-8...yes, i've been "chased out" (haha, by the dekanat people for no apparent reason) of my ol' group and have been placed into a new one...

and now, yes,i'l proudly say that i'm from the last group that's gonna go up on stage on graduation day and will be the very LAST person in my batch to step on that stage to receive my scroll...Damn, now my parents will be thinking i'm such a screwed up student being the last to go up...(knowing how parents think..-_-")

Anyways, was suffering from constant dizziness which became so bad at one point...hah, and thinking back on how i approached this disorder only made me feel like a pure fool...instead of relying on pure faith that there should be no big of a deal and just head to the polyclinic for a checkup i was like chasing a blardy chicken around d whole kampung...running to the ENT specialist, to the NEUROLOGIST...yes call me a fool or whatever u want to but of coz i'm scared knowing that i am at risk for suffering something more severe...nvm, if u dun get wat i mean...well, after a friend told me to just start again for the beginning...and that's when i finally gave up worrying and gave it up to the Lord to just take full control...so with the previous blood test(yes, stupid clinic people didn't bother to call us sick people up to say that there's a problem); preliminary diagnose = iron-deficiency anemia....BODOH...haha....

Will be collecting the latest results in a few hours time...and hope its just that n' nothing more serious..

M' on pomegranate juice and iron supplements for now...for the next tiga bulan...and my stool is blardy hitam!! hahahaha...

Haven't been going out to take photos...the baby is just sitting on my shelf collecting dusts...wth...

Been hooked on to korean series like nobody's business...for less than 2 months, i've already finished three long long korean series...talking bout someone who never really likes korean series once...aih~

Have found my 'sassy-gay-fren'...hahaha...

Being apathetic to a certain few things...eh, i'm gonna start living my life and not let YOU (who has caused me 7-ty five percent of my stress level) influence my life anymoreee....

Has a newbie/buddy under my wings now...one who spends moolah like nobody's business...yes, i'm scared now.

M' so into ZEE AVI at the moment....omgggggg....how can u not lurve her...

N' yes you people, i AM eating more MEAT!! =)

Wants to start exercising and not merely just my fingers....-_-

Really really hates my laptop real bad now...!!!