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why assume?

2011-09-14T20:04:00.005+04:00

Don't ever ASSUME things, coz that will just make a blardy ASS out of U and ME!!

paham?

The Story

2011-09-10T17:52:00.004+04:00

Alright, for those of you who have not known this, but yes, I have this huge addiction to 'Grey's Anatomy'! I know, I know, I'm practically way behind time...but hey, I say better late then NEVER! And so, I was happily enjoying episodes after episodes of 'Grey's', and then the accident happened ( it was 230 in the freaking morning!!)...obviously i couldn't wait another few hours, so I went on to the next episode waiting to see what happens next...and out of no where...comes the musical part...I mean...come on, 'Grey's' and 'Glee' somehow don't go together!! (well, that was my first thought -la)

So, the singing began, it was ok, not bad...until the last song that Dr. Callie Torres sang that literally blew me away. This song just sent chills down my spine...Amazing! And that song has been stucked in my head for the past few days. A good song that has kept me company during my bed-ridden days from a stupid flu bug.

5 months and 22 days

2011-08-31T18:58:00.004+04:00

And so it has been 5 months and 22 days since i've entered this site.

I'm not one who is really good with writing...let alone putting my feelings and opinions in words.

It has been a rough 5 months and 22 days...the longest, craziest 'roller-coaster' ride ever...(and i'm not a ride kinda person). There were ups, and there had definitely been a hell lot of downs.

I can't say if i've actually grown stronger over those days...or have i really been brought down to my knees, crying, humbly seeking for help.

Anyways, during my absence, i resorted to tumbling...(answers why i had that site in my header. I couldn't find the original pic and only had this. I bet your curiosity is killing you, so by all means go ahead and pay that site a visit) thinking that it was much easier to get my feelings across...all i needed to do was just to "search" for my "feelings" and just repost them. But then again, over time i figured that it was just plain ol' boring and just lame to be searching and posting almost the same thing over and over again...-_-...i rather have 'em constructed in my head first and then pour 'em out in my very own words. (hah! see the effort there?)

So, here's to a brand new start...and hopefully (again!) a consistent one.

TRUTH.

ONE very simple word...but heavy is its burden.

The truth is painful. Deep down, nobody wants to hear it. Sometimes we tell the truth because the truth is all we have to give. Sometimes we tell the truth because we need to say it out loud to hear it for ourselves. And sometimes we tell the truth because we just can't help ourselves. Sometimes, we tell them because we owe them at least that much. -Grey's Anatomy-

ps: woebegone no-more...but d' name still sounds pretty cool so to heck with it!

1 Item : Day 10

2011-03-09T23:19:00.002+03:00

2 Items : Day 9

2011-03-08T10:54:00.003+03:00

~~Day 1: Ten Things You Wanted/Want To Be When You’re Older~~

~~Day 2: Nine Things You Can’t Live Without~~

~~Day 3: Eight Places You Want To Visit~~

~~Day 4: Seven People Who Inspire You, and Why?~~

~~Day 5: Six of Your Favorite Quotes/Sayings~~

~~Day 6: Five Things You Can Eat Everyday~~

~~Day 7: Four Songs That Describe Your Life Right Now~~

~~Day 8: Three favorite Cartoon Characters~~

~~Day 9: Two Movies You Absolutely Love~~

Day 10: One Quote That Describes Your Life Right Now

Ok, so I am a real sucker for movies. I do not watch and cannot watch movies ALONE...coz I either dose off or umm...a movie of 2 hours will last for 4 hours or more instead (catch my drift?) hehe...so not a movie person to tell u frankly...so i don't really have any favourites...so i consider movies that I've watched twice as ummm movies that i "absolutely" love??
Oh, and...come to think of it...I wouldn't mind watching any movies of Angelina Jolie twice...hekz...(dun ask me why...)

1. Salt

2. Inception

3 items : Day 8

2011-03-06T21:12:00.002+03:00

4 items : Day 7

2011-03-03T23:07:00.002+03:00

1. P. Diddy - I'm coming home

2. Kelly Clarkson - Behind these hazel eyes

3. Avril Lavigne - My happy ending

4. Cee Lo Green - FUCK YOU!!

5 items : Day 6

2011-03-02T21:08:00.002+03:00

1. Fried Rice

2. Fried Egg...gosh this is such a must have...haha

3. Siu yuk rice!!! hehe...

4. Ramen...duh~

5. Fried Chicken...providing there's someone so kind enuf to fry for me yo...=)

6 Items : Day 5

2011-02-22T21:00:00.004+03:00

haha... u would have noticed that i actually changed the 5th day thing from the usual 6 favourite books to 6 favourite sayings/quotes...so proves that i'm not a book kinda person eh? haha

anyways~

1. Lifen's "pa siao ee ah!!" (in hokkien which means, i'll whack the hell out him/her)

2. Angry Bird's "Say wwhhhhhhaaaaattttt~~~"

3. "When one door closes, another opens; but we often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door that we do not see the one which has opened for us" -Alexander Graham Bell

4. When Kah Wei's pissed? "Go die ah~!" o_O tsk tsk...hehe

5. Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see. - Hebrews 11:1

6. Jenna's version of 'despicable me' minions..."BBBAAAANNNAANNNNAAAAAAAAAAAAA"

ok, i noe i'm late, till a friend had to remind me that i'm 4 days late...haha...

gosh this post is getting damn freaking susah....!!!

7 items: Day 4

2011-02-20T22:21:00.005+03:00

1. Mummy Dearest - there's no words to describe her...how she took care of me and how she brought me up into this world at her age without the help of her own mum. How she survived what she has gone thru during her younger days..only makes me feel ashamed of my ownself...a woman with a big heart but a mouth 'made of pure gold'...hehe...♥ u ma'

2. Dad - well, considering how my dad grew up back in the days and how less fortunate he was, with his huge sacrifices,hard work and drive, i am where i am now...

3. My uncle ; Dr. Benjamin Chan - He was the first doctor in the 'Chan' Family...A man with character and intelligence...He was d person that i always looked up to since young and the reason i wanted to be a doctor myself...

4. Lora Hamer - A woman with a huge passion for the Lord. A woman who has helped me thru my dark moments and so glad that she's got me back on the right track again. A person who speaks with so much love and care...truly an example of a true woman of Christ...

5. Dr. Porntip - oh, duh~ ??? She's just Awesome! How can u not agree with me??

6. Dr. Zubina (my 4th year surgery teacher) - One of the female doctors that u HAVE TO meet in ur 6 years here in russia!! For a woman to be d assistant of the head of the surgical department is astonishing...now, how many women actually does that well in the surgical world? There's alwis that aura each time she walks pass u...Amazing cholecystectomy skills...a doctor that gets recognition everywhere, patient tells us how amazing she is and nurses tells us how awesome she is and how lucky we are to have her as a teacher...

7. D bestie - Hmm despite us being 2 very different people...she's someone i look up to as well (in certain areas la~) coz watever she is, i am not. Kinda like a ying to my yang...intelligent, bakes well, a very optimistic person and oh did i forget to mention that she's hhaawwtt stuff??

Damn, these posts are getting harder and harder each day -_-

8 items: Day 3

2011-02-18T22:53:00.005+03:00

~~Day 1: Ten Things You Wanted/Want To Be When You’re Older~~

~~Day 2: Nine Things You Can’t Live Without~~

~~Day 3: Eight Places You Want To Visit~~

Day 4: Seven People Who Inspire You, and Why?

Day 5: Six of Your Favorite Quotes/Sayings

Day 6: Five Things You Can Eat Everyday

Day 7: Four Songs That Describe Your Life Right Now

Day 8: Three favorite Cartoon Characters

Day 9: Two Movies You Absolutely Love

Day 10: One Quote That Describes Your Life Right Now

1. India...

2. Seoul, Korea...hehe...

3. Bangkok, Thailand...

4. The Great Wall of China...

5. Waikiki beach, Hawaii

6. Time square, New York

7. The Grand Canyon...

8. Sydney, Australia

9 items: Day 2

2011-02-17T16:46:00.004+03:00

~~Day 1: Ten Things You Wanted/Want To Be When You’re Older~~

~~Day 2: Nine Things You Can’t Live Without~~

Day 3: Eight Places You Want To Visit

Day 4: Seven People Who Inspire You, and Why?

Day 5: Six of Your Favorite Books

Day 6: Five Things You Can Eat Everyday

Day 7: Four Songs That Describe Your Life Right Now

Day 8: Three favorite Cartoon Characters

Day 9: Two Movies You Absolutely Love

Day 10: One Quote That Describes Your Life Right Now

1. Coffee...and yes i'm a real huge addict!

2. My black eyeliner...haha, u raaarreeelllyyy see me without it...

3. Accessories and...

4. ...my watch. Gosh i feel so "naked" without em'.

5. Food obviously!

6. iPHONE !! haha, u're talking bout a sms-addict, an internet addict, and a camera addict...

7. Music...and currently i so can't live without GLEE!!! =D

8. Company of good friends...

9. God's love and mercy...

10 items : Day 1

2011-02-15T23:33:00.003+03:00

Ok, so i know that i've been abandoning my blog for quite some time...either i'm lacking the drive to update it everyday or every other day...or more like because there's this fb 365-day project thing that i'm doing...which i somehow thing is somewhat easier to update you guys on things happening...

So, was browsing thru a friend's blog and decided to follow his idea on updating my blog for the next 10 days (hopefully! ). =)

~~Day 1: Ten Things You Wanted/Want To Be When You’re Older~~

Day 2: Nine Things You Can’t Live Without

Day 3: Eight Places You Want To Visit

Day 4: Seven People Who Inspire You, and Why?

Day 5: Six of Your Favorite Quotes/Sayings

Day 6: Five Things You Can Eat Everyday

Day 7: Four Songs That Describe Your Life Right Now

Day 8: Three favorite Cartoon Characters

Day 9: Two Movies You Absolutely Love

Day 10: One Quote That Describes Your Life Right Now

1. to be that responsible caring friendly doctor =D

2. to step on London's ground

3. to play a stringed instrument

4. to give back to the people...

5. to be someone respectable for her works

6. to own my very own ride

7. to own a designer watch & bag =D

8. to let my circle of friends grow and grow...

9. to find my ideal other half...hehe~

10. to be able to continue to put that smile on your face

Bollocks!!

2011-01-19T10:29:00.004+03:00

Haha, i just realised...ever since my braces were removed, i've been so bold to camwhoring!!! ( like i mean really really camwhoring...) -_-...now, is that a bad thing? ..............NAH!!

Bollocks !!! I've totally lost the mood to study!!! Bollocks!!

ps: pic credit to d dory fish look-alike =p

can d new sem come sooner?

2011-01-18T17:14:00.003+03:00

Was just browsing thru my whole D-drive of PICTURESSS...and stumbled on a couple of old "unpublished" pics...(i guess ^ ^) and sigh...i miss hanging out with u both!!! haha =)

XOXO

it just ain't working...-_-"

2011-01-17T15:38:00.003+03:00

OK, so this particular pic could not appear on my fb album (i have no idea why, despite trying 3 times)...and i tot i should not let my "good work" go to waste...haha...so here's to you OWEN...and i hope you're checking this out...*wink*

THIS EXAM is driving me CCRRAAZZZYYY...and i find myself more in a very FB-active state at the mo...shucks, i'm eating more, and FB-ing more,picknik-ing more, and i'm on a very very slow progress on my reading here ppl...its like the brain isn't cooperating with the body...tsk!

Part of me is truly regretting for not deciding to go to London again for this upcoming winter break instead of heading home...but nevertheless, i shall find a BIGGER, BETTER joy back home?? To the bestie, u better be 'face-timing' me or just call me!!! I await HUGE gifts from ya! HMMPH!!!

Anyways, OZZ isn't making me any happier...grrrr!!!

lets mix n bake yo!

2011-01-08T16:12:00.002+03:00

So, the bestie and i came up with a random plan to resume our lil' business...Despite having a small small oven, a night without any sleep and feeling all nauseous from inhaling too much c-h-o-c-o-l-a-t-e, we still managed to bake and deliver to all who had ordered =) Thank you so so much, to those who have supported us in this small lil' "hobby" of ours...you've only encourage us more to take a step further and bake more yummy delicious cupcakes...=)

To the bestie, pleasure making business with ya yo! *hugs* LOL...lets make 'mix & bake' famous all over da world....*evil laughs*

♥♥♥

ps: thank you JESUS!!

groove it yo' groove it...!

2010-12-07T02:07:00.002+03:00

When you leave something "cute" such as a strawberry 'headphones/earmuffs' in the hands of a bunch of girls...

blessed...

2010-12-02T23:54:00.009+03:00

i've got loving parents with very high expectations,

i've got ignorant but caring brothers,

i've got a new bunch of groupmates that constantly put that smile on my face and make me laugh so hard at times,

i've got guy groupmates who are like the most gentleman guys in the world,

i've got random morning class breakfast,

i've got a brand new fridge, and a huge one that is,

i've got a reli awesome cool place to live in,

i've got my own space, my own little world,

i've got a new fetish for trying out new recipes,

i've got a crazy,spunky roomie,

i've got crazy,lovely homies,

i've got cool friends around me, and all over the world,

i've got an awesome brown satchel,

i've got my own pair of brown brogues,

i've got a canon 50D,

i've got my itouch that constantly plays songs that get me on the go,

i've got comfy transportations to take me from my home to class in this blardy cold weather,

i've got random coffee sessions,

i've got a whole long list of x'mas shopping to do,

i've got my ticket to fly home for winter hols,

i've got lotsa makan-makan sessions coming up,

i've got yummy cupcakes and muffins at times,

i've got hot hot coffee in the mornings,

i've got refreshing morning prayer sessions,

i've a month more before i'm braces-free,

i've got a heart that can now beat normally,

i've got a body that is able to breath freely finally,

i've got my bestie-sister with me,

i've got my brothers and sisters of koinonia with me,

i've got YOU (yes, u! u, who r reading this!),

i've got the LORD JESUS with me!

how else more can i be blessed?

yes, i do feel blessed. i really am blessed.

what a calamity~

2010-11-25T19:32:00.004+03:00

Dad yells "You're weak, you're very emotional and you have no confidence!", and mum says "All the things that u do are never right"...

dumbfounded with 2 eyes wide wide open...2 sentences that constantly rings at the back of my head either to build me or to break me...feels as if i'm a person that can never do something right despite the simpliest things no matter how much i try to change...

To be disappointed in myself or to be disappointed that i've not been given a chance to prove myself?

The feeling of being a calamity to others is eating me alive...

...HO CHIAK!!!

2010-11-24T21:20:00.003+03:00

Haha, another flyer that i manage to create (with of coz some help and creative ideas from jenna foooooooo).

Gosh, manager, u look sooo cuttee...lol...and i just can't take my eyes off the flyer haha...and i'm sure it has the same effect to others as well...haha...(oh, and yes, i've made u extra FAMOUS in volgo already ;))

Ok, people...hurry and place your orders now!!! *wink*

some love to share?

2010-11-13T11:36:00.003+03:00

Needs a lil' dose of some loving...just a lil' more will do...

pictures paint a thousand words...at least i do think so

2010-11-10T22:28:00.004+03:00

Just like in the music industry, u find different genres of music,

and just like in the food industry, different chefs recreate different tastes, different textures, different aromas.

Same goes for photography. Anyone can hold a camera, but each photographer takes different kinds of pictures. Different shots tell a different story, and i find myself resorting/trying to take pictures that do speak to the viewer...the picture that potrays the fun, the joy and the true expressions. I wanna capture that laughter, that giggle, that hit, that stare, that hug, that true meaningful kiss...

So all in all, i'm just a candid photographer...(at least i'm learning or trying to be one, haha)

enjoy my pictures on fb!! ^ ^

ps : this is a random post after having too much laughter for a night *wink*

thanks jenna ~*hearts*

postulations

2010-11-04T02:35:00.006+03:00

it's hard sometimes, to accept certain things that has occurred,

it's hard sometimes, to let go of someone whom you thought would have been the right one for you,

it's hard sometimes, to accept what others think of you,

it's hard sometimes, to put on that smiley face,

it's hard sometimes, to just let go of that ol' ol' friendship despite all the trouble it brings,

it's hard sometimes, to give up on certain things though you've tried your level best to,

it's hard sometimes, to resist temptations,

it's hard sometimes, to not be a hypocrite,

it's hard sometimes, to be nice,

it's hard sometimes, to just accept, forgive and forget,

it's hard sometimes, to just shut up and let time does its healing,

it's hard sometimes, to satisfy everyone so your ass isn't on the chopping block,

it's hard sometimes, to make you understand,

it's hard sometimes, to make myself understand,

it's hard sometimes, to understand who i've become,

it's so hard now, for me to trust anyone and just no one......

what was i thinking?

2010-10-17T18:23:00.003+04:00

I thought i had overcome all there was to overcome,

but there's still more left to overcome...

ch..ch..ch.ch.ch.changesss

2010-10-06T11:28:00.006+04:00

Well, ever since i've stepped onto mother Russia's ground...everything seems to be in a changing motion...true, that with changes, only one can grow...( well depends if its a good change or a bad one in my own opinion lah~) and in this case...i guess God has placed me in this position for a certain reason and for a certain purpose...

Coming back to Volgograd, knowing that the boy wasn't gonna be here was tough at first (and bu, I still do miss yoouuu... )but knowing that there are some awesome friends who are still around, yes YOU (if u think you are la~ hekz) life isn't as bad and i still have that smile on my face most of the time...=)

From group thirty-7 to group forty-8...yes, i've been "chased out" (haha, by the dekanat people for no apparent reason) of my ol' group and have been placed into a new one...

and now, yes,i'l proudly say that i'm from the last group that's gonna go up on stage on graduation day and will be the very LAST person in my batch to step on that stage to receive my scroll...Damn, now my parents will be thinking i'm such a screwed up student being the last to go up...(knowing how parents think..-_-")

Anyways, was suffering from constant dizziness which became so bad at one point...hah, and thinking back on how i approached this disorder only made me feel like a pure fool...instead of relying on pure faith that there should be no big of a deal and just head to the polyclinic for a checkup i was like chasing a blardy chicken around d whole kampung...running to the ENT specialist, to the NEUROLOGIST...yes call me a fool or whatever u want to but of coz i'm scared knowing that i am at risk for suffering something more severe...nvm, if u dun get wat i mean...well, after a friend told me to just start again for the beginning...and that's when i finally gave up worrying and gave it up to the Lord to just take full control...so with the previous blood test(yes, stupid clinic people didn't bother to call us sick people up to say that there's a problem); preliminary diagnose = iron-deficiency anemia....BODOH...haha....

Will be collecting the latest results in a few hours time...and hope its just that n' nothing more serious..

M' on pomegranate juice and iron supplements for now...for the next tiga bulan...and my stool is blardy hitam!! hahahaha...

Haven't been going out to take photos...the baby is just sitting on my shelf collecting dusts...wth...

Been hooked on to korean series like nobody's business...for less than 2 months, i've already finished three long long korean series...talking bout someone who never really likes korean series once...aih~

Have found my 'sassy-gay-fren'...hahaha...

Being apathetic to a certain few things...eh, i'm gonna start living my life and not let YOU (who has caused me 7-ty five percent of my stress level) influence my life anymoreee....

Has a newbie/buddy under my wings now...one who spends moolah like nobody's business...yes, i'm scared now.

M' so into ZEE AVI at the moment....omgggggg....how can u not lurve her...

N' yes you people, i AM eating more MEAT!! =)

Wants to start exercising and not merely just my fingers....-_-

Really really hates my laptop real bad now...!!!

moving on to the next....

2010-09-15T16:23:00.001+04:00

the end of my first cycle of the semester...

ok it was suppose to look like the drawing of a dead body on the ground guess it din turn out that way -_-"

i love...

2010-09-14T01:07:00.009+04:00

i love stoning in front of my laptop screen even when i know i have loads of things to do,

i love photography, no doubt, but my pictures always lacks that umph,

i love wearing 2 layers, but i've only a few months more to be able to wear that way,

i love high heels, but due to my deformity, most of the time i can't find the right ones,

i love colorful sneakers, but is there such a thing as owning too many of the same kind?

i love empty notebooks with cool covers, but all i get here are colorful, kididy-ish covers with squarebox pages (like ur mathematics exercise books)

i love cool funky huge rings, but i can't seem to find any that fits my fingers well,

i love staring at a whole shelf of perencah at the supermarket even though there's no purpose to it,

i love having tonnes of stocked-up breakfast-food in my shelf coz i can't stand having the same breakfast everyday,

i love to have another small digital camera, but people dun seem to understand the purpose of it,

i love to NOT want a new phone, but my phone is slowly killing me,

i love a new laptop as the current one is making a hell-load of rattling sounds,

i love staring blankly at the whole shelf of coffee and tea at the supermarket,

i love those evening walks,

i love those cheap 9rubles popsicles,

i love having hot hot coffee early in the mornings, sometimes after dinner,

i love having drinks with some close friends, just to sit, chat and chill,

i love staring at old couples holding hands walking in the park,

i love hugs when i'm down, but that hug is 4,414 miles away,

i love you to first hear me out before blasting into a rage,

i love calling home everyday just to know you're safe and well,

i love surprises,

i love it when you give me credits i deserve,

i love to have that smile constantly on my face, but yes, i do have my mood swings,

i love to dress up, but i have very limited fashion items,

i love having a long long list of things to buy,

i love to mumble and grumble most of the time, i don't know why,

i love to see that you care,

i still love you even though you're so far away,

i still love you even though you're so freaking fake the whole world knows it,

i love you to come and experience that one true love that i do, but are you willing to open your heart to experience it too?

i love to hear you say i love you but does it really give away the true meaning even though you said it too often?

i love you to love me, but people still do judge you no matter what,

i love you to understand my isi-tersirat, but do you??

i just love it when you waste some of your precious time listening to my rantings...=)

gud nite~

solitude...

2010-09-12T14:42:00.002+04:00

i am in a melancholic state...so shoot me!

dusted and ready to go...=p

2010-07-27T06:30:00.004+04:00

*dust dust* *pooh*

Ok, i know that the blog has been abandoned ever since the end of my last paper...haha...see!! when u have all the time in the world to do things like blog, go out and take photos, do watever nonsense...you won't feel like doing...but everything seems to be an inspiration especially during the exam periods...-_-"

Well, i'm finally home...short one this time...but i'm not complaining...it'll be my final year soon and i'm just waiting to get it over with! *bah*

Been occupying myself with things to do since its a lil boring at home...d boy is away at national service (getting a lot of recognition from the people there coz he's a doctor...-_-"). Oh and him appearing in the Utusan Melayu regarding his participation...which the reporter wrote nothing but just pure bullshit in that article. Forgive me for my words but its just ridiculous on how you can compose such "wonderful" piece of utmost disgusting story for the nation to read. Apparently the boy told me that he did NOT even mention anything of what was written in that article. haha...who's surprise??

Most of me buddies are still away and partially coz i'm a little lazy to head out...but when i wana go out so badly there's no kaki to go with...pfft...talk bout "good brothers" that i have...tsk!

A junior of mine from uni passed away...and i'm deeply sadden by it...i was tongue tied...not knowing what to say to a good friend of mine who was at the incident and to see poor Prapa just drown in the Volga right in front of her...Prapa, i may have not known you well, but i do know that you're an amazing individual, one that everyone looks up to...and i regret for not getting to know you better. I'm glad that you're in a much better place now and i'll continue to pray for you and your family and friends =').

Was back home in SEKINCHAN during the weekends...took the new babe for a test drive around the paddy fields, and the fishing village...(you be the judge and tell me how the pics are aight =)) something really new, and am still not used to the 'multi-function' features that it has...haha...practice babeh practice and i'll get the hang of it~ oh yea~ but even to practice, hell, i need to get my lazy arse out of the house...so sayang!! i'm waiting for you to get to my place fasstttt!!!! LOL...

Wth...it was raining...and i ran to get the laundry in from the rain...and wth...i think i just had d utmost embarassing moment of my life...i ran, slipped and crash into the gate with a huge loud bang!!! and what's worse...IN FRONT OF THE FOREIGN WORKERS who are working in the house next to mine...-_- arrggghhhhh....

aih, and now to tend to the bruises...-_-""

mixed feelings

2010-07-01T17:25:00.003+04:00

Woohoo!!! i'm finally free after a whole month...yes, 30 days of mind cramming, energy wasting and mood swinging sessions...bah!! its all over !! I'm finally a 6th year student!!! Time just pass so quickly!! Seems like it was just last year that i arrived in volgograd, and poof...in a wink of an eye i'm already one step closer into the working world.

Well, as promised, the boy did bring me on a shopping spreeeeeee...=) got myself a skirt (wow!), a dress (lagi wow!) and a top...all from the boy...*muax* (ok, 'wow' sebab...well to those who know me well, Cherrie doesn't usually search or choose or hunt clothings like those while shopping...so yea...).

I'm still stuck in Volgograd (stupid russians!!). I'll be here till the 17th where after rushing to finish the ambulance exam, i'll be headed straight to the train station to catch the 5pm train to Moscow and then the next day to Bangkok and then its HOME SWEET HOME...see, so near yet so far...urgh!!

Truth be told, i'm not 100% the cheerful self of mine...though i may seem just like it in front of everybody. Never has my tear ducts been this active before for the past few days...The boy has left for home just this evening...I know that i'm not exactly the "clingy" kind...but to know that his presence won't be there 24/7 kinda sucks... I won't have anyone to hear my stupid complains, to tend to my stupid lame-o questions, to bear with just me coz i'm such a nuisance and a miserable individual...-_-", no more big huge smile in bed when i wake up on the weekends, no more evening walks, no more big hugs, no more racket-ball sessions in the evening (no one to push my swing too!!! haha). It has just been 5 hours since he left, and i'm already missing him alot...thoughts of all the fun times we had, all the silly things he did, and the times he pissed me off kept running through my head all the time...and only brings tears to my eyes...wth...ok, i shall stop being all softy now...cis!

Stupid national service...if it wasn't for you i would be able to spend time with the boy during my summer...grrr...

Anyways, on a happier note...i'm looking forward to more dinners, paintball, water-gun fights, bowling sessions and minum sessions...=) oh, yeshhh....

Sigh...i just got a sms from the boy.... Oh Cherrie, stop tearing already!! ish~

Darl, I miss you~

temptations drools drools

2010-06-28T19:41:00.004+04:00

AARRGGGHHHHH...just when i'm struggling to sumbat every little detail about each little creature...be it the worms, the mosquitoes, or the virus...ZARA & TOPSHOP had to go on a massive cccrraazzziieee SALE!!!! 50% OFF BABEH!!!! How can you not ARRRGGHH to that you tell me...just tell me...Even a friend of mine was so tempted to get out of her seat and head to the mall that very moment i told her about it...

OH, infectious diseases...look what you've done to us!!!

Nevertheless, the boy has promised to take me on a shopping spreeeeeeee after the final paper...*sayangs* Woohoo...and that has definitely given me more ummph to read...right, so BACK TO THE BLARRRDDDYYY BOOOKKKSSSSS!!!!!

*chants names of helminths and viruses and bacterias....RABIES!!! *

o_O

2010-06-27T02:48:00.003+04:00

The alarm rang at 7am sharp this morning. I quickly reach out to the phone to switch off the alarm, afraid that i'll wake the roomie up...As usual, i snoozed the phone...and only got up half an hour later. Said a small prayer and then slowly dragged myself out of bed and wibbly-wobbly walked to the bathroom to clean up. As i entered the room...I was taken aback by d' roomie's sleeping position -_-""

O_O

Ok, I think its the exam stress that has already accumulated in my teeny-tiny worn out brain, ever since the 1st of JUNE!! Amazingly...i'm done with russian, i'm done with suturings and operation methods and names of surgeons, i'm done with broken arms and legs, dislocations and subluxations of joints, i'm done with signs and symptoms of diseases and their treatments.

...and now i'm left with VIRUSES, BACTERIAS, MOSQUITOES, WORMS....PINWORMS, TAPEWORMS, ROUNDWORMS, FLATWORMS...LIFE CYCLES, LIFE CYCLES AND WORST STILL EPIDEMIOLOGY.... gudness, what a way to end the whole dreaded month with...-_-"

you're a DOC beau...

2010-06-25T22:59:00.006+04:00

*ahem ahem*

congrats darl...hope u like the gift...*wink*

d 5th un-celebrated father's day...

2010-06-20T13:29:00.006+04:00

I use to remember those times when my brothers and i were younger, and when either mother's day or father's day was around the corner, we would be rushing to nearest shopping malls to buy gifts and all. Seems mother's day gifts were a much easier task to settle rather then the father's day ones...why?

1. Dad has practically everything.

2. Dad doesn't need much or more like the things he needs or wants are things that we are somehow not able to get

3. Dad complains of us spending money on simple things that he won't use and that the money we use are still his money...-_-""

Well, all that changed when i came to Russia, sad to say that father's day (or mother's day) is no longer celebrated in my family. More like even the wishing part doesn't even take place (from my brothers la...). Sometimes i blame myself for not encouraging my brothers...and sometimes i blame my dad for not trying to be close to my brothers...

Pa, I've always looked up to you. Ever since young...(ok, maybe when i was much much younger i've always looked up to uncle ben coz he was a doctor and i wanted to be one...haha) I've always wanted to be like you...to be as friendly as you are, to be good in everything you do, to be confident, to be a leader...but, as i recall, as a kid, i've never like speaking to you as you were so quick to anger, and you never really bother to hear us out before giving us a chance to explain things, how you yelled at me and how you've always canned me (yes, i was a naughty kid....believe it!) leaving behind those cane marks which made me hated u even more...

But as i get older, i thought back and wondered...what would happen if you did not "bless" me with those yellings, with those cannings...i would probably end up as one of those ah-lians speaking without manners, acting like there's nobody else in this world to give a crap about, and being a self-centered, self-fish lil bastard...and for that, i thank you so so much. Because of you i am who i am today, i am where i am today.

You're an awesome dad, pa!! ( putting aside your temper, your anger, and you constantly putting your friends first before your family la!! cis! )

Pa, i know that you always want the best for me. Thank you for showering me your love, your care, and your constant reminder to be a woman with dignity and of class. Thank you for always getting me things that i want (tho i noe that there's always a limit to all things). I know that deep down in my heart, i'm still your little girl =) (besides, I'm a gadget girl now because of you too, lol)

Dad, I love you and I promise to be the daughter that will make you proud...

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!

only 2 down...-_-""

2010-06-19T14:21:00.005+04:00

Seems like the days goes by slower when it comes to the exams...(not that i'm hating it as i need extra time to read stuff...-_-"") and i'm so tired of it....only 2 down....3 more to go...and i feel like its taking forever and ever to get it over with!!

With the boy finishing his "government" exam and is officially a doctor already(and he keeps rubbing it in my face...wth!!), the crazy weather (it was so freaking hot to study once and now its so cooling and comfy to not study), my almost drained-out level of energy, head spinning, eye hurting, mood swinging, lotsa thinking, lotsa planning, lotsa worrying....is making me just not wanna study!!! (boleh baca, tak nak. tak nak baca pulak tak boleh...sebab rasa bersalah pulak...*bodoh*)

Lotsa things had been happening for the past few days. Am not in talking terms with the bestie, a fren's dad passed away, another fren's mum is suffering from cancer and just lapsed into a coma, mum isn't replying my sms-es (coz she's just too lazy to -_-"), just found out that the boy had to attend his national service thing when he gets back home (meaning i don't get to see him during my summer hols!!!) loosing my appetite (which has always been that way during exams),being lonely coz there's no one to chat with online...and yes i'm just dead "bored". Feels like as though i have no life besides getting up each morning, make my coffee, sit, face my books, facebook, then nap, then get up, facebook, face my books, makan, facebook, face my books, mandi, face d books again, tidur, and d whole cycle repeats again the very next day...and this is gona go on till the 30th!!

#$@^#&$%#*~!!!

Anyways, i have trauma exam for the next paper...i'm just hoping to get pass it ASAP!! grrr...

(d lovely mug from 2 close buddies from college............dang i miss college!!)

aih, belajar-lah cherrie oi!! belajar-lah!!

talipes...talipes....equina varus, varus, valgus, hallux valgus...........

ps: I can't wait to start snapping pics again during the boy's graduation!!! May that day come faster!!!

down with the REDBULL....

2010-06-13T15:36:00.003+04:00

With the redbull, and the 'waka waka' song...hopefully i'll pull through surgery....

(I'm not prepared to meet the "real bull", in fact i dun wanna meet him!!

Hope he doesn't run me over during the exams...aish!!)

when is it ever gonna end!!!

2010-06-06T09:24:00.001+04:00

when things don't seem like what they are...

2010-05-15T17:17:00.004+04:00

think 'Nike' ?

-__-""

Sigh~

День Победы

2010-05-13T15:31:00.003+04:00

being in d company of others

2010-05-07T15:46:00.003+04:00

lollipopized yet?

2010-04-27T18:08:00.002+04:00

After being so inspired by the new upcoming korean group ; BigBang (and 2ne1 i guess),

the bestie just had dis crazy idea of having a lollipop-themed paaarrrttaaayyyy...

Hence, the crazy weird yet cool hairstyles, and the colorful dressings....;P

D fab 8-Lady friends =*

Awesome party, Awesome food, Awesome company...Hopefully there'll be a Lollipop-2 on the way soon ;)

all d way to kursk and back!!

2010-04-25T17:10:00.002+04:00

all excited and pumped for the games!!

(despite having to sit in the bus for freaking 14 hours!!)

basketball girls 10'

badminton 10'

female futsal team 10'

CHAMPIONS!!! =)

d massive heavy awesome medals!!

Besides having a massive tonne of fun, adrenaline rushes, sweat, screamings and shoutings, laughters, breakdowns, muscle cramps and more injuries, i believe that to have met so many many friends (both old and new) is definitely the BEST PART of it all!! (my fb was bombarded with friend requests, comments, wall postsss...lol)

now, dis budak kecik-molek here is definitely a huge huge star in d upcoming few more games!!

ahhh....me darlingzzz =))

Ah, i've been playing for 5 years already to be exact...starting to feel that i do not have the stamina that i used to have...(even now tying my shoelaces is making me pant -_-"")...guess, its time to hang the good ol' faithful jersey...and make way for the new batch of sportswomen to take over my place...hehe =')

;)

ps: thanks to the owners of some of the picz above for allowing me to share em with the rest of the world...hahaha... (bodoh budget blog famous sangat~ hah)

OH сметана и лук !!

2010-04-09T14:27:00.004+04:00

I honestly never expected my birthday to be such a fun one...but it did turn out to be one of the best birthdays celebrations that i've ever had since my first year in Russia.

I had d best surprise birthday party EVER!!! Homies, and some friends were already at my place, rushing to cook, get dressed, and to put on those make-ups...all that done before i got home from russian class. Thanks so much u guys, (you know who you guys are) for taking the effort to do just so much for me!!! Appreciate it loads!! *touched*

ok, i noe that this pic is so wth...but that's the only shot to show me being surprised...-_-

receiving the present...^ ^

the awesome 3-paged birthday card

*highlighted ones are things yet to receive, or yet to achieve or are just never meant to be achieved*

haha, all by the fabulous 7 Lady-friends =)

d awesome, cool yet dangerous DRESS which i had to change into for d party...

d superb fish-themed dinner...=p

(OH, u sneaky-sneaky ones...!!)

d yummiest ever birthday 'bombs' made by the bestie!

and the torture began!!

and it went on and on...

and on...with CREAM and SPRING ONIONS!!!

hence the title of my post....-_-""

Japanese Birthday lunch treat by the boy...=)

the gifts i've received from the 7 Lady Friends, the boy, and Sofi...=p

AND...

hehe...=*

Thank you so much to all who wished, celebrated, took all the effort, and to all who put that smile on my face on my birthday...thank you!!!

XOXO

PS : To the 7-ladies...whoever's birthday is around the corner...berjaga-jaga lah!! grrrr.....

during my absence

2010-04-04T18:56:00.001+04:00

Was having a tough tough crazy stressing cycle (surgery) but thank God i still manage to keep myself sane...with more more food and more more cam-whoring sessions...(ok the cam-whoring sessions only started like a few days ago...haha)

sunday breakfast with the bF...

baking sessions...there's a huge plan coming up soonnnn~

Easter cakes (something u can only get in Russia during easter =])

julienne

And, once again...i've gone short !!!!!

haha, posing yang dah fail...lol...

with the boy

with ma sistazzz

ok, this is random...and i look like some evil person...*evil laughs*

OH!! and yes, i'm becoming more of a WOMAN!!! haha, wth...

and i never knew being a WOMAN sangat menyusah-kan lah!!

LOL...will blog more about it in the next...=)

I still want more cam-whoring sessions!!!! rawr!!!

fill me up....

2010-03-10T13:43:00.002+03:00

Like a glass of your favorite drink,

I'm slowly running dry...

so fill me up...

if you care...

Will you?

Belajio for Women's Day...=)

2010-03-08T13:52:00.005+03:00

A Sunday after-church special surprise lunch treat from the boy...=)

with our cocktails...

chicken-mushroom soup for the appetizer

the boy's rich "mendalion" (pork with wrapped bacon dish)

the juicy awesome beef steak

HAPPY WOMEN"S DAY TO ALL YOU BEAUTIFUL WOMEN OUT THERE!!

I so miss...

2010-03-06T14:23:00.003+03:00

Suddenly, springs seems so far away...

Gappy Gappy 23rd birthday to the BF

2010-02-28T22:27:00.007+03:00

As usual, all birthdays must be accompanied with the trashing of eggs...=p (Except mine of coz...coz u ppl can't be stealing my ideas or modifying for that matter...!!! hahah)

preparing the eggs...

watching survivor to "kill time" while chilling on some booze...

*trashed*

(but we were absolutely kind-hearted!! only 2 eggs!! cis! not enuf!)

Oh do check out the surprise birthday video on my facebook page...=P

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=333797595810

(if you can withstand girly screamings and shoutings la yea~)

gifts from the group-mates and mua

d surprise party...

kesian birthday-girl kena hentam...

the princess (as quoted by somebody) and the mat-rempit...hahaha

(and i do not usually dress like this for all you people who have so huge doubts bout my dressing!!)

d' homies & wat we do "best"...

with the birthday DRESS....

To the BF, GAPPY GAPPY BIRTHDAY once again!! (for the gudness duno how many times...haha) STOP saying that you're OLD already coz that makes me OLD TOO (!!) for i do not want to be picturing myself being/feeling/looking old, like "somebody"...haha...*gudness i'm mean*. muahahaha...

May the good Lord continue to bless you more wisdom to help u make better decisions, more 'ka-ching' so you can go shopping and of coz shop for me too...heh heh...more cooking skills so you can make your homies nice nice muffins, nice nice cakes, and more mac&cheese...and of coz more Joy & Happiness in all that you do..=)

ANYWAYS, do not assume that the egg-trashing incident has ended...for again, i'm giving you another warning...it'l come without any notice...=P be prepared...muahahahaha....

And as much anticipation that you have for the next duno-who's upcoming birthday...I'll NOT BE HOME!!! heh heh...I'm serious!!

grp.37's CNY dinner...

2010-02-26T00:08:00.004+03:00

Another reason for me to say that this year's CNY is definitely something different...

Finally, a proper CNY dinner with the groupmates, after wat fridging 4 years?? Yea, u guessed it right, this is the first CNY dinner we had together. Either we're just being lazy...or we're just being plain kiamsiap to chia people...haha...ok,i kid~

We had a 5-course meal, (not all pics of dishes are up la yea...blame the LOUD-BACTERIA...haha) some desserts, and superb yummy pao (made by our dearest Farah, though she wasn't suppose to be doing/baking/cooking/making anything...and she still did...hugs to you my dear)

the groupmates...

darren's 95% butter-prawn =p

black pepper chicken

lawrence's emperor chicken (marinated to perfection!)

tong-yuen

the guys and their "mens-day" cake

haha, i lurve me bow-tie...wtf~

0_O""

Well, all in all, it was a LOUD and tummy-filling party (i like!!)...

Despite having to put up to somebody's stupid black face (for-i-oh-duno-for-what-the-hell-the-reason-for) (wait...more like a-fudged-up attitude!!!), i've enjoyed the delicious food and definitely enjoyed parasiting onto the LOUD-BACTERIA's external flash....=p

the LOUD-BACTERIA..muahahaha...

Argh!! I so WANT and NEED an external flash now!! Dad, if u so happen to be reading this...I"M HINTING!!! =) haha...

**Mampus...aku kena mula DIET DIET DIET DIET DIET........**

*picture credits to the LOUD-BACTERIA's canon 1000D + his cybertik external flash*

CNY dinner no.2

2010-02-25T20:20:00.003+03:00

AS promised, pics from the 2nd dinner with the house-gang...

More food, more laughter, more burning-of-pockets...=)

lifen's lo-sang

lifen's yummy apple pie as appetizer

jenna's tofu-masala

tau-eu-bak

shuan's omelette

wengen's sweet honey pork

lifen's "deadly" cheesecake

tip of the day : when u're the host, alwis serve dessert to your guest, and you'll definitely win BIG MONEY in return!! =p SERIOUS!!

*picture credits to jenna foo's amazing canon s90*

CNY dinner no.1

2010-02-20T14:14:00.002+03:00

Pics from the first CNY steamboat dinner with the "house-gang" (compromised of members of 3 different houses)...lol

guess which feet belongs to whom =P

homies

Second dinner is coming up in less than 10 hours...more eating, more drinking,....Bring it on!!

More pics up then...=)

*picture credits to Jenna Foo's canon S90*

GONG XI GONG XI GONG XI NI...

2010-02-13T16:06:00.002+03:00

happy to know that this year's chinese new year is pretty much different from all the chinese new years that i have had for the past 4 years...(massive steamboat tonight...woohoo!!)

hope to get more ang-pows...so i can fulfill my wishes of getting the things on my end-less, on-going list of "necessities"...haha...(i so doubt though)

Anyways, wishing you all a prosperous, blessed, wonderful, woebegone-less, fat-filling, lotsa-drinking, lotsa-winnings, lotsa-angpow-"gettings", crazy, valentines, chinese new year!!!

xoxo

on hold...

2010-02-12T22:30:00.002+03:00

i'm waiting to take that leap,

to take that next step,

and once i take that step...

i'm never coming back

what works?

2010-02-11T12:20:00.002+03:00

picture taken at the Hampton Court, London

People say that chocolates and ice-creams are ones very best friend when ur temper hits you hard in the mind and soul...i beg to differ...after a toblerone, and some tiramisu ice-cream, i somehow feel a lot more worse.

What's my solution??

Was looking through my pictures that i've taken during my winter trip...and i just can't get my eyes off this pic...not boasting, not self-promoting...but hell, i've took so long to get a proper shot of this view...and i'm definitely satisfied with the outcome...what more to look at your own achievement and feel proud, feel satisfied, and to be reminded that there are somethings in life, which are worth living for.

d' insomniac roomie...

2010-01-16T23:35:00.004+03:00

trust me...its d' neurosis speaking...its the neuroaassstthhheenniiaaaa~~~~

at first i thought i was the only one suffering from this sleep disorder thing...apparently my roomie's having a much much tougher time then i am...

haven't slept a wink since ummm...yesterday's 11pm? tossing and turning in bed while slowly anticipating the ring of my alarm at 5am...she gets up all looking like a zombie...heads for psychiatry exam...gets her 5...heads home...did some tiny tiny workout...while sipping on a few tiny shot-cups of this creamy liquor...(i haf absolutely no idea how it tastes like...but i do noe it has a 15% alcohol content...right~)haha

after say about 1 and a half hour later, she gets up all looking frustrated...and so we decided to leave on some slow instrumental yiruma (he's a korean pianist aight ppl, and not me randomly puting my last name and a -ma there...) while she went back to sleep agaaain...

about an hour and a half again...i was woken up by this stupid nightmare i had...and only to see my insomnic roomie all frustrated storming out of the room...(and no i did not make any funny noises to disturb her sleep whatsoever) "manage to sleep this time round??" i asked. "not even a wink!!!"

O_O""

so dinner came, she cooked...and then resorted to the next option :-

ok, she did try to drink the whole can of it...but i had to steal 1/2 a cup from her..haha...so say with 3/4 of a can, she drank, went to bed at 930pm...(ok, she complained that she was freakingly tirreedd)

an hour later again...

she's still wide awake!!

so 3rd option...resorted to a cup of chamomile tea...and a hot shower (again)...its 1230am now...and she's on her bed again...

lets all hope she finally gets her good night sleep for now...if not i reallie have to resort to punching her in the face and let her just fall unconsciously to sleep...haha...

hmm come to think of it...she'l practically survive houseman days in the future..haha =p

and wow this is the longest blog i've typed so far...wahaha...-_-""

*pictures were taken with a friend's canon ixus55...=)*

crap

2010-01-13T14:49:00.004+03:00

only a paper down and i'm half dead...both physically and mentally,

there's a constant pounding feel in my head tht's not leaving me alone,

is it the blocked nose that i've been having since a few days ago,

or issit the brain telling me to stop looking at books already.

i've taken rest, but rest dun seem to help,

cause i can't even fall asleep,

and going to sleep doesn't even feel like going to sleep,

its body-torturing...especially towards my head!!

i've faced skin diseases and now i'm facing more microbes, kids and better still,

"mind games"...

and the more i read the more i feel like i'm turning into a pysch patient...

haha...this is an entry full of miscellaneous crap,

its the neurosis speaking...

yada yada...~

if i could...

2010-01-10T20:21:00.005+03:00

if only i could control time, and my desires,

i would bring myself back home just to be with u both...

(and that's bringin u back from the states too Will.)

missin you both~

%&!!$^$@!!$&#^@!!!

2010-01-09T20:39:00.003+03:00

cukup...dah cukup...!!

and once again...

2010-01-05T17:56:00.001+03:00

Good luck to you guys for the upcoming exams...=)

what i got for x'massss...

2009-12-30T23:10:00.004+03:00

gifts from uncle and aunty from the states, pressies from love ones...fun parties with friends and buddies...all in all a great x'mas!

*picture credit to law shuana for the last two pics...=)*

and when it rains...

2009-12-29T21:51:00.002+03:00

x'mas morning....

2009-12-28T12:39:00.002+03:00

winter winter wonderland

2009-12-27T22:21:00.003+03:00

MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

2009-12-24T20:46:00.002+03:00

Ragged...absolutely ragged...

2009-12-21T21:25:00.004+03:00

Now, i absolutely understand how does being ragged reallie feel like...:/

its -12 and going down -19 and going down down down...

2009-12-17T20:35:00.007+03:00

it was bright and sunny then, nice breeze, nice weather...even with the snow...but now...with the CRAZY weather; on going snow and crazy wind of 50km/h...I've laid my babe to rest in my warm room on my shelf. Not collecting dust, not a symptom of hangat-hangat tahi ayam, just resting. Hmm, right now i think i'm gona parasite unto me bestie's 'digi' for the rest of the winter...muahaha...=p

long wait...

2009-12-14T17:21:00.002+03:00

After a whole month waiting for the internet to revive itself...i've finally got myself connected to the cyber world...which means more facebook and more facebook and more facebook and oh yes...my blog...which i have somehow lost track of and lost the drive to update it...let alone to even take out my sayang with me...grrr...

hope its just the freaking cold weather and not another symptom of 'hangat-hangat tahi ayam' (as peanut said)

random picz no.2

2009-11-07T07:16:00.002+03:00

to go against my fear of heights...

2009-11-05T22:59:00.006+03:00

Despite having trembling feet, weak knees and a heart beating at 90bpm...i buckled up, took each step with a courageous heart and vigorously conquered 544 steps...(naik turun la...hehe)of the ever famous batu caves (during d' summer hols)...and trust me, climbing up and down those steps is indubitably scary.

i go...

2009-10-26T20:32:00.003+03:00

so long, fare thee well,

the dancer and the dancing days have taken leave and fell,

so turn down this bed of stone,

quench me with the deadly nightshade from the rose that you belong...

the long december rain is falling now,

running down this streets to nowhere,

music is my life you're my sweetest nightingale,

but i can't hear it here no more,

and i go,

i go...

~pete teo~

a wrinkle in time

2009-10-25T22:13:00.004+03:00

I must learn to love the fool in me; the one who feels too much, thinks too much, talks too much, takes too many chances, wins sometimes and loses often, lacks self-control, loves and hates, hurts and gets hurt, promises and breaks promises, laughs and cries...

random picz no.1

2009-10-20T17:45:00.002+04:00

when...

2009-10-13T19:33:00.002+04:00

and you're so afraid of what tomorrow brings..."Don't be troubled or afraid" (John 14:27). God is in charge of all your unknowns!

~Amen~

all is love...

2009-10-12T21:27:00.004+04:00

Mid-autumn festival 09'

2009-10-12T00:05:00.004+04:00

as the leaves turn...

2009-10-06T15:05:00.006+04:00

The autumn breeze quietly whisking,

Whisking through my troubled heart,

My heart that was once warm

and has now turned cold...

Stoned cold...

Like the changing leaves,

Slowly evolving from their greens,

So have my heart,

Gradually transforming into something,

Something i've never perceived.

eid mubarak 09'

2009-10-05T22:22:00.004+04:00

A huge thank you to my Malay peeps for organizing such a strenuous event for us...though there were slight slip ups here and there...hey! It was still an awesome event...something for us to remember.

Terima kasih and maaf zahir dan batin =)

why do God sometimes punish the innocent?

2009-10-02T15:35:00.003+04:00

on days like these...

2009-09-29T20:47:00.003+04:00

Ever had days where you feel as though you're not important to anybody? As though your presence is just somehow ignorant? Being left out of conversations when it actually involves yourself...and left out in the darkness in situations where decisions are to be made by the agreements of all (which includes yourself)? Pretty much sucks ain't it...

a meal that was a success...

2009-09-28T19:28:00.004+04:00

For the first time in so many many attempts to make the perfect meal together...the bestie and i finally succeeded in cooking our first supercalyfragelistic meal...haha...chicken rice...I know, i know that to most of you chicken rice is just sap sap sui but apparently we're both not the cooking expert...more like being foodies (tau makan je) (as d' bestie claims) instead...Well, I had a huge second helping while the bestie only had a small portion...so much for being foodies...ceh...hehe...;)

umm...to the owner of this table...if u see this, jangan marah yea.haha...=)

Selamat Hari Raya

2009-09-27T09:35:00.003+04:00

haha...yes and i know i should have posted this up like a week ago...just been uptight with things...or more like me being lazy instead to update...haha...

ANYways, a couple of pictures from the hari raya dinner that was

organised by Naj who was busy cooking and preparing the night before, had no sleep at all and went for medical checkup the very next day (which includes blood taking mind you)...o_O Lotsa good food, lotsa laughter, met new "people" as well...all in all...a great party ;)

naj, teddy and arquet grunty (d new "people" that i was talking about)

Charles was practically sweating massively...haha...look closely at his hair. ;)

khiong trying to describe charles's phimosis...

Thanks Naj for preparing a scrumptious feast the other day

of Friday and Saturday...

2009-09-20T22:56:00.004+04:00

guess what have i been doing in the kitchen?? =)

friendship flowers

2009-09-17T23:35:00.006+04:00

It takes a really long time to grow an old trustable friend. Just like flowers, they take such perpetual time to grow and look their best...Specially dedicated to this particular ol' pal of mine. (who slept so freaking early yesterday.haha)

~haha...this pic is just so wrong...lol...=p~

i love surprises...

2009-09-15T18:32:00.002+04:00

surprise gift from the boy...=)

Happy Birthday to youuuuuu.........

2009-09-14T19:56:00.004+04:00

you love to brag about your "sexy" body...or should i say "sexy" ass...

you're always curious to find out what's on the other side...

see what i mean??

you love to act "cool"...

you love to get your hands on someone else's things...=)

you love your food and u never ever bother to share your part...

but most of all...you love to make me smile...n i love you to bits for that...

Happy Birthday bro...=')

Volgo Superleague!!

2009-09-13T21:46:00.004+04:00

The Volgo Superleague is back and its newer (banyak jersey baru...haha), its better. There's more enthusiasm, more anticipation!! More cheers, more laughter...and lets hope for less conflicts and less fights this time round...=)

haha...and these 2 monkeys took the opportunity to make some money by selling watermelon juice...-_-""

ice-cream lifts up me spirits

2009-09-12T16:47:00.003+04:00

and dis fudging small LITTLE box of ice-cream costs me a fudging 120 rubles!! (~rm 10) yea la memang aku ni orang tak pernah makan ice-cream semahal ni!!

yam cha mates'

2009-09-11T20:26:00.002+04:00

One downfall of being away from home is not being able to spend more time at the mamak stalls with friends.No more cheap roti canai, roti telur, chapati, maggi goreng...Nevertheless, with a couple of good friends and a nice place to sit, chat and sip on our hot coffee(no teh tarik though), i just realise that we can live the 'jom mamak' culture just anywhere and anytime. =)

Here's my bunch of yam cha mates during our break.

~the Regional Hospital of Volgograd~

(if you notice that lil small "stall" up ahead, that's where we have our yc sessions)

~Deepa~

~Vicky~

~budak sombong and Roopa~

~poor ol' Manglesh~

~after too much of psychiatry class~

~ you just can't get enough of vicky's "macho" look~hehe

And whoops...i just realise that i've forgotten to include another "unique" yam cha mate...haha...i wonder who...*wink*

Leaves compared to flowers

2009-09-08T22:51:00.004+04:00

A tree's leaves may be ever so good,
So may its bar, so may its wood;
But unless you put the right thing to its root
It never will show much flower or fruit.

But I may be one who does not care
Ever to have tree bloom or bear.
Leaves for smooth and bark for rough,
Leaves and bark may be tree enough.

Some giant trees have bloom so small
They might as well have none at all.
Late in life I have come on fern.
Now lichens are due to have their turn.

I bade men tell me which in brief,
Which is fairer, flower or leaf.
They did not have the wit to say,
Leaves by night and flowers by day.

Leaves and bar, leaves and bark,
To lean against and hear in the dark.
Petals I may have once pursued.
Leaves are all my darker mood.

~Robert Frost~

A new journey...

2009-09-07T00:20:00.002+04:00

Everyone wants to be married to that special someone. To the one that you've practically known your "whole" life and have learned and accepted all his/her flaws...To the one that understands you best and has your best interest at heart...and when that person is just standing next to you...you feel so secure, so whole, so strong. So strong that nothing stronger in this world can ever break and uproot the bond.

Would I be able to have that change in life? To experience that feeling...to have that someone to hold my hand and venture out into this new journey? Only time will tell...

Peek-a-BOO

2009-09-05T23:28:00.005+04:00

haha...special "dedication" to this particular person who has been "supporting" me in starting a blog...haha. Thanks for putting up with my crap...n thanks for being there with me througout this whole horrid peek-a-boo day...(from getting horrid haircuts to 'kutuking' our hair in the toilet when my hairstylist was still in her cubicle...

to getting stucked in a bus that gave us a whole hell of a journey...and hmm can't recall anymore...haha)

Gosh, gua sangat rindu lu la...can't wait for the next summer already...lol...so here's dedicating this special post to you...don't say I didn't update my blog...haha...*wink*

INCORRIGIBLE G-14

2009-08-22T21:47:00.010+04:00

Being together in the same class for only a year…no one can ever imagine how strong a bond we’ve developed with each other…be it the covelent bond ke, ionic bond, hydrogen bond (in memories of “William hung’s” chemistry class) …and whatever else that u can think of. Years have passed and I’m stil happy to say that we (not all la, at least still some =])still manage to meet up once every year (despite us being scattered all over the world)and what’s best is that the amount of fun and laughter that we have is just utterly amazing…n there’s that exact same feeling being in the class all over again. Well, here’s d post dedicated to u incorrigible people out there whether u’re in the pics in this post or not…I miss you all so much…and stay INCORRIGIBLE people!!

~Weng jean and Steph~

~Mr. Kok Wei Liang - so darn susah to get a proper pic of him~

~Andrew , Yoon Zhen, and Wei Liangzzz~

~Yan Rui and Praba~

~good ol' steph, weng jean and urs truly...~

and yes wei liang we see ur evil side...lol

XoXo
ur' class monitor...(wtf...lol)

COMMENCEMENT

2009-08-21T10:13:00.007+04:00

I alwis had the intention to begin one…just tht I’ve never reallie forced myself into successfully completing the idea and the intention. Procrastination is ONE’S best fren they say(OK, MORE LIKE MINE THAT IS)…and I totally agree..I’m not so good with words and neither so in speech…and thru my pictures I hope that they do and can potray my 2 cents worth…yada yada~ =)

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The Story

5 months and 22 days

1 Item : Day 10

2 Items : Day 9

3 items : Day 8

4 items : Day 7

5 items : Day 6

6 Items : Day 5

7 items: Day 4

8 items: Day 3

9 items: Day 2

10 items : Day 1

Bollocks!!

can d new sem come sooner?

it just ain't working...-_-"

lets mix n bake yo!

groove it yo' groove it...!

blessed...

what a calamity~

...HO CHIAK!!!

some love to share?

pictures paint a thousand words...at least i do think so

postulations

what was i thinking?

ch..ch..ch.ch.ch.changesss

moving on to the next....

i love...

solitude...

dusted and ready to go...=p

mixed feelings

temptations *drools drools*

o_O

you're a DOC beau...

d 5th un-celebrated father's day...

only 2 down...-_-""

down with the REDBULL....

when is it ever gonna end!!!

when things don't seem like what they are...

День Победы

being in d company of others

lollipopized yet?

all d way to kursk and back!!

OH сметана и лук !!

during my absence

fill me up....

Belajio for Women's Day...=)

I so miss...

Gappy Gappy 23rd birthday to the BF

grp.37's CNY dinner...

CNY dinner no.2

CNY dinner no.1

GONG XI GONG XI GONG XI NI...

on hold...

what works?

d' insomniac roomie...

crap

if i could...

%&!!$^$@!!$&#^@!!!

and once again...

what i got for x'massss...

and when it rains...

x'mas morning....

winter winter wonderland

MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

Ragged...absolutely ragged...

its -12 and going down -19 and going down down down...

long wait...

random picz no.2

to go against my fear of heights...

i go...

a wrinkle in time

random picz no.1

when...

all is love...

Mid-autumn festival 09'

as the leaves turn...

eid mubarak 09'

why do God sometimes punish the innocent?

temptations drools drools